the true story~~~~

assalamualaikum.....

huhu...

td da exam mcq..

ye..

sounds cam snang ja kann...???

MCQ jah kan??

but then kalu x bc.... or x fham gemenda mende tuh...

ley mmbawa kpada ke'fail'an....

~bbrapa hari b4 exam~

dgn tenang...

ulang kaji..

secara sopan..

bc sgala lcture note..

rujuk buku...

wat note seniri..

mmg tertib hbis r....

rummate layan muvi.....

alyaa lyan buku....

~bbrapa jam b4 exam~

study ngan dbah kat library...

dbah study biochem..

alyaa bc lcture note physio..

*ye r... tu je yg sempat ms tu*

tgah2 baca..dbah tnya...

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dbah: alyaa...PRPP tu pa??

alyaa: PRPP??? PLP de r....

dbah: bkan... PRPP!!

alyaa: mmmmm...bab pa tu...x slap alyaa PLP de r...

dbah: bab purine synthesis.....

alyaa: =.= .... dbah...lam list bab yg msuk mcq tuh...lipid metabolism n amino acids metabolism jah...

dbah: huh??? alamak..alyaa..bley ak..slama ni kita bc bab purine synthesis... bab lipid n amino acids meta. x bc agi... huuuuaaaaa~~!!!!!

alyaa: dbah!!! alaa..xpa2..gi pinjam buku text cpat!!

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dbah pun gi pinjam buku text biochem.....baca ...struggle....

alyaa gi mayang zohor...

balik dr mayang zohor...

nmpak mina tgah terang sumthing kat dbah....

rupa2nya...

mina cita kat dbah...pe yg mayb masuk...

dbah dah x tau nak bc pa...

dah hbis bc... dah hbis bc???? huh??? tinggal kjap dah hbis bc?????

alyaa da stress...

ye r

alyaa x hbis bc agi...

pulun...

try gak baca... x msuk sgt dah..

stress mnguasai diri...

cuba brtenang.....

selawat bbanyak....

then..dbah ajak gi exam 'hall'....

classroom je bnarnya...

saja nak bunyi gempak sket~

time tu br pkul 2.25 pm..

hihihi... kitorang igt exam mula 2.30 pm..

tu sal cam tension napa sume org cam x kuar2 agi dr library...

rupa2nya mula kul 3 pm...kih3

layan~

sambil mnunggu detik exam... + debaran + stress dr library td....

alyaa pun kol parents....

alyaa gtau alyaa riso...

riso xley give them what they aspect from me...

then mama ckap...lupakan prkara lama...brjuang utk yg ni..

abah ckap... semangat laaa....u can do this..gi belek2 skit buku..last touch!!

i do as they told me to do......

~sampe r detik exam~

dapat kertas..

jawab..

every paper..

alyaa spend for 15 min

3 paper= 45 min

d last 15 minutes... for recheck...

okey~ mjawab ngan lancar...

i do as what mama ALWAYZ told me to do.....*she knows* *wink*

and d paper last~~~~~~

trus kuar...trus check jwapan yg dtampal by each dpartmnt on their respctive board...

physio...ok~

anat...ok~

biochem................................................................................................ not as expected~

hbis ja check..sedey..sungguh sedey.....

balik tu.... balik sowang2..

gi razmataaz...makan chicken burger combo sowang2...

release d stress...*ala muvi gitu*

but that what i really want to do at that time.....

pas makan..blik nek auto..sampe umah..tido...

n of kos...nangis.....

nangis yg sungguh...

its normal, right????

fail=nangis....

panas mata dbuatnya...

alyaa trtanya2..

napa alyaa still xley nak sukses dlam biochem..

sdgkan..

itula subjek yg alyaa plg bnyak study utk mcq nih....

napa!!!!

alyaa tingin nak kongsi brita hepi...i mean..kjayaan alyaa kat sini.. ngan parents alyaa...

xkan stiap kali exam jah..

nak gtau...

"ohh...mama..abah..biochem acik truklaaa..."

x nak!!! x sanggup!!

then on d night... ada daurah ssama batch....

bc yasin n sdikit pngisian....

then...join smayng isyak jmaah+solat hajat+tazkirah by dwe....*one of stud rep here*

dalam tazkirah tu... ada mngatakn..yg sememangnya..kena direct ke batang hdung alyaa yg serba mancung nih..habis kemek d buatnya...

dia ckap...

slalunya kita ni..kalu kita x dpat pa yg kita nak..kita akan sedey... nangis....

tp napa kita x sedar bhawa sbnarnya..kita ni x punya apa2....

tgok kiri..tgok kanan... tgok mana2 pun..even bdan kita ni pun adalah milik Allah...

sbnarnya...yg mmbuat kita nangis tu ialah bcoz of kita ada rs MEMILIKI....

kita rs kita miliki menda tu.. kita rasa kita miliki kjayaan tu..or in other words..kita rasa...kita deserve utk dpat more than what we got....

tp sbnarnya...siapa kita ni???

kita ni dlahirkan zero... zero???

ye r...

waktu kita lahir..ada kita baju..?? >>>> x kan...

waktu kita lahir.... ada kita pkai jam..?? >>>> x dek kan...

soo..

mmg kita dlahirkan x mmiliki pa2..

apa yg kita ada skang ni pun milik Allah...Allah kasi pinjam je nih....

dah tu.. pinjam brg org...nak wat hak milik lak...patut ka????

pinjam brg org...nak ckap psal hak lak??? layak ka???

absolutely.... NO!!!!

so... trima ngan ktentuan Allah..

ye.. maybe kita dah usaha ...

tp mayb..bukan msnya lagi utk kita nak 'shine'....

ni just ujian dr Allah....

stakat ujian 'fail' nih.... apalah sgt dbandingkan dgn ujian prubahn aqidah???

lagi berat kn???

uish... mintak simpanglaaaaaa...~~~~

so..my fren.. n me myself!!!

let's cheer up..

jgn sedey2...

gunakn pa yg kita pinjam dgn bek...

mn da org yg suka brg yg dpinjamkan dpermainkan...kan????

u know what i mean... *wink* :)